c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d with the WHY

sometimes I don't know why...

why???

I was hoping that somebody can explain to me why.

so that I could understand.

things will not going any better than this.

I wish I know why.

p/s:

I don't have any idea with this. why oh why? 
ahh, forget it! 
XD

"You're wasting your time on the unnecessary things."

"You're wasting your time on the unnecessary things."

it was me, by the way.

note to self;

::you don't have to wear small or revealing clothing just to be sexy. to be sexy, you need to be comfortable with your own skin.

::don't obsess over your love life. always put God in between. 

::you don't have to look like everyone else to be beautiful.

::be confident.

::Smile. it makes you more approachable.

::always be who you are and act like yourself.

::wear simple make-up. 

::BE WITH THOSE WHO MAKES YOU HAPPY.

I've tried my best

still frustrated. . .
;-((

♥ Home, Sweet Home ♥

Anyong Haseyo!

I'm back from my very~short~simple holiday of four days.

"Sandakan~Keningau~Tamparuli~Sandakan"

I felt a bit pity to my dad. He drove all the way. and it was a long journey, you know.

tapi dia sudah besa mah..dari kici lg kmi ulang alik dri keningau-kiulu.hee

I wish I already have my driving license. hmm..

oh yah, talking about my driving license, 

my dad has finally agreed to pay all my driving test fee. he5.

I can finally forget about my budget. n_n

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[Ranap Village, Kiulu]

Back to the main topic, 

well...it saddened me to not have the chance to see 

my beloved cousin, Casey. 

I miss her so much. Damn uncle Gerry. 

dia x bawa Casey pulang rumah nenek. he3.

photographer + make-up artist: De-dette

edited by me.:-p

isn't she's cute? could be the next beauty pageant one day. 

Perhaps. :-) 

 I miss Chloe and Kellie also.

Kellie masih guntalou. takut orang. xpa..time baby2 jak tu. he3

balik2 kfc..hehehee..

Girls night out bha ni. n_n

[Apin2 Village, Keningau]

p/s:

rancangan sa mau mandi sungai kiulu + apin2 x tercapai.

bull***t btul..hisshh....

cuti pn 4 hari ja.apa x..

skolah2 cuti 3 minggu..

I am blessed..

Alright. Here's my interview story. since it was my first time. Ehem...sa bosan tulis bi shja tau..sdh la spanjang interview speaking jak..adehh..tpi urg blg, pgalaman..haha. turun sja dari keta trus sa dpt kwn. mmg sa ni pramah gila lar.haha.. ppuan tu kwn bru sa. dia pun interview for TESL. bnyk yg apply TESL ni..kin seram jg..bnyk competitor. I met my schoolmates (actress time blakon drama bi jg last yr) dorg pun TESL. and I was like "oh..iya ka..wow".. pdhal dlm hati..adehh..knpa kmu pn TESL xda lar harapan sa ni..haha

x beh.. I made a new friends there. they are so nice and co-operative. after kna bagi2 kumpulan A, B, C , D..(ikut kod pusat) we started with the mTest a.k.a INSAK..

then, our interview by group..meaning, you're not alone.. and you and other candidates will have to discuss something, depends on the topic they've given you. my group : there were 5 of us.

ahaks!.and our topic was ;

1. describe your co-curricular activities you've joined in school. (something like tht lar..)

2. how has your co-curricular activities benefits you.

How was it? I was so confident at first, but then I don't know why, I just lost it in a minute… or probably I was expecting a lot out of it and it turned out to be a damp squib.

I don’t know what to expect.. but yes I will eagerly wait for the results. 14th June 2010.

my individual interview. I was questioned, about myself. what type of dancing I know, because he saw my dance certificate for state level. then, he asked me knpa mau jdi cikgu.. apa cara2 mau mgalakkan budak2 pdalaman blajar bi.. and most scary question + last question he gave me was. erm..it's a secret. hehe.

p/s:

sa dpt atau x, depends. lau x dpt pun, I will hold on. I am not going to give up. and I'll always try and try. I know God has His own plan for me. He knew everything that's best for me. Thank you  God. for all Your blessings over me all these time. kepada yang percaya, katakan, Amen.