Well, hello-hello December!

It's December everyone! aren't u excited? my lucky month u know. haha. Gosh, can't believe I've came this far..I'll be in Semester 2 next year, and 6 months after that, I'll be in Semester 3!! my goodness..Dear God, I know the journey isn't going to be an easy one but I know that You know I can make it through. :)

Our semester break falls on 23rd of Dec, this year. ahh, long way to go babyy.. 1 week may be too short but it's okay even though I feel like crying.. surely not gonna enjoy 100% because I know I'll be thinking 'bout going back to college, studies and all that during the holiday. seriously, I can talk **** if I want now. =.=

I'll be one of the usher for my aunt's wedding on the 29th of Dec, this year and unfortunately I haven't made my dress yet. my excuse was I DON'T HAVE TIME. I work 7 days a week and it will goes on for another week. pasal itu kuarantin 2 hari kami terpaksa ganti masa dan kerja macam mayat hidup. ni kali la sa bilang betul2 mau kasi mampus student. ==

bha nanti lah masa cuti ada masa lagi tu kan sebelum 30hb. *troll face

sakit kepala fikir mcm mana mau cari masa mau pigi labor room untuk minta sign case. sa betul2 mau nangis...uwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........

Alright, that's enough. makin lama menaip sa bule mmaki ni. I'm on pm duty tomorrow at HQE1-FMW1. see yah there klu kamu masuk cna haha. babaii

no matter how hard life is, SMILE. :)

God bless me. Amen.

As October went by..

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The experience so far...

HELLO WORLD!

Oh my God, it's been a verrryyy loooonnggg time since my last post. I wish I have something nice to share here. but here u go..

I'm currently on my clinical posting in the Labor room, HWKK Likas. I've been here since last week and this week will be the last week, and will be at PAC then. (omg, i just repeated my 'last week' words.) whatever~

I remember my 1st witnessing of delivery, I didn't cry and not scared at all. I was really cool. but on my 2nd witness, as soon as the JM grabbed the episiotomy scissor (I can feel my legs were shaking) and starting to --- i ended up crying. there were blood and in the end mmg la kena jahit. huhu. untuk kamu yang belum pernah beranak, jangan takut. sakit tu mmg la. contraction tu yang sakit. kena cut tu x. sebab kena bius. hehehe. mcm la sa tau sgt kan. yang kena jahit tu mmg sakit sikit la. sikit ja. LOL. pandai ja sa ckp begini kan. padahal aritu sa ckp x mau beranak, x sanggup. tapi x boleh ckp begitu.. anak tu anugerah Tuhan. :)

I've conducted 5 deliveries so far. I did well I guess. actually, it's a fun job. you got to see babies. well, it's because i love babies. 

For pregnant woman out there, please take good care of your health. It will affect your baby. and please, please, please... ikut jadual ke klinik tu ok..

note:  I did realize something. not all nurses are the same. I also disagree of nurses being rude to their patients. Seriously, that's your job! It's not their choice to be sick or to be in that kind of situation. It's your job to treat them. you chose to be a nurse. THAT'S YOUR JOB. STOP BLAMING THEM. alright, I'm good.

I'm on PM duty tomorrow. See ya' again. Goodnight, sleep tight (it's going to rain). 

Bye for now. :)

The unexpected life

My girls. ;)

JMP 07/12 KSKB KK

Lyduina

Maria Mastura

Masdizah

Mastijah 

Masusilawati

Mellissa

Monaliza

Nanie Natasha

Nazatul Amira

Nerlyine

Happy Sabbath and Happy Raya Holiday! :D

Happy Sabbath readers. this is my 1st post on August, 2012! :)

::while typing this, I'm listening to my hillsongs collection.

Yes, I was very busy with my studies, classes, assignments, ect. I never knew it would be this hard to be a community nurse. It's much tougher that I thought. semua perkara perlukan pengorbanan and I think this is one of it. I don't know how to explain but so far, sa sudah mulai menyesuaikan diri dengan KSKB, especially the hostel. huhu. The studies here is really strict. well, it's gov.. what do you expect right..

The only thing that I disagreed here is that we are unable to go to church every Saturday (Sabbath Day). I'm so sad about it and I could cry whenever I think about it.. I don't know why these days, I am so emotional about everything.. I guess it's because I'm over-stressed and.. homesick. I really wanna go home.. I miss my puppies Terry and Tenny.. I miss mum n dad.. and someone far away....

Our holiday has just started! wihee.. 17th of Aug - 26th of Aug.. I just want a quality time with my family. :)

God, please bless my family and friends. Amen.

Hello KSKB KK

Hello! It's been a long time since my last post and I'm sure it was before my entrance in KSKB KK. I don't know what exactly to share as I've abandoned my net life for 3 weeks, filled with good times and friends and studies as well. :)

I thank God for the good times and where He has put me now. I can never ask for more. this is more than enough.. the study is tough, of course but it's normal right? nothing's easy for a student, especially to be a CN a.k.a Community Nurse. Pengajar selalu kc ingat yg tanggungjwb kami berat sbb melibatkan nyawa dua insan. SUB came to KSKB a couple of weeks ago, telling us that Latihan Jururawat Masyarakat will be upgraded to Diploma and U29 setelah tamat latihan dan mula berkhidmat. meaning, kursus kami tambah lagi 6 bulan. elaun knun kna naik sribu lebih. ohh, bahagia dunia sa klu jadi kenyataan. haha. berita baik lagi? well, itu akan jadi kenyataan dalam hujung tahun ini atau awal tahun depan. but still, anything can happen.. don't put too much expectations..

:)

Copycat.. copycat.. copycat.. y u no get it?

I really don't wanna be mean to anybody but this is so annoying. I've mentioned this last year. but I think this girl is such a stubborn one. This is just a small issue but to be clear, no blogger EVER liked copycats! I can't believe she just c&p just like that. Let's make someone famous, shall we?

the copycat

my ORIGINAL post

If you see the copycat's post, my comment has been removed.

and yet, she haven't delete the post. I did warned but no response so I guess she deserved an 'award'.

1 week and 4 days left...

1 week and 4 days left before I leave Sandakan. It's both Hoorey! and Ohno! I feel nervous as I'm going to college now. the atmosphere? well.. medical life.. what do you expect? maybe I could deal with the orientation and theory class.. but the practical thingy? I only have one word. CREEPY. I still don't know if I could handle it. Oh, my... terus lemah sendi2 sa ooo... but maybe it's best to not think about it at this very moment. apa jadi nanti jadi la. I should concentrate with my preparation. you don't wanna be kelam labut nanti, nanie. the best part is that my cousin, J.J will be studying at KSKB too! Diploma Peg. Pen. Perubatan. hehe. my auntie muda, Cyndee also there. and, my childhood bff, Nares and my church member in Sandakan, Elnie are in the same course as me. wihee. :) 

So, next week, me and my ex-classmates are going for Friends Outing. We're going to Cinema, Bowling and Steamboat for dinner. I'm super excited because I'm totally gonna enjoy the whole day with them before going to KK. The best part about being me is that I've BFFs whether I'm in Sandakan or KK. I loved them all. They rock my world. FRIENDS FOREVER, guys! :D 

This is it for now. bye~

Semakan Tawaran KPLSPM Ambilan Jun 2012

Sesiapa yang telah memohon KPLSPM Ambilan Jun 2012 dan telah menduduki ujian temuduga dan INSAK, bolehlah menyemak keputusan permohonan hari ini.

Semakan melalui Internet:

laman web Kementerian Pelajaran

Semakan melalui SMS:

MOEjarakKPLSPMjarakNOKP 

dan hantar ke 15888

Note: 

Permohonan rayuan dijangka tidak akan dibuka namun sesiapa yang ingin menulis surat rayuan, tiada halangan.

sumber: eputra

Semakan Keputusan Rayuan Program Matrikulasi KPM 2012

Sesiapa yang telah memohon bagi rayuan Program Matrikulasi 2012, 

keputusan telah dibuka hari ini 7 Jun 2012, here.

However, the portal will only be activated at 5pm, today. 

so for the meantime, pray la kamu supaya dapat. hehe. cheers. :)

sumber: eputra

I designed. :)

I've been out of ideas these few days that I didn't post anything haha. Alright, I love to design anything, you know what I mean. for example my blog, I made my own header, sidebar titles, my own pages menu, signature, blog buttons, footer images,..anything.. and previous night, I challenged myself with doing a design for my Nuvis friend, Yen. I made the header, blog button, and sidebar titles. and probably her pages menu afterwards (baru saja bljr cmna mw buat yg smlm. haha). I ONLY design for those who has the same interest with me. for example the colors, floral, vintage, something like that.. and most importantly, SIMPLE. I really hate something that is over-do. It's really distracting and not my taste at all. even my dressing's simple, so how can you expect me doing something over-do? haha. Unfortunately, I still can't master the technique on how to make a custom background. each time I tried, I failed. =.=

THE HEADER

 THE BUTTONS

 SIDEBAR TITLES

 THIS CAN BE HER WATERMARK, I THINK. It's PNG(transparent) image.

Semakan Panggilan Temuduga Program Pengajian Pendidikan 2012

Alright, I'm gonna share the link for you all to check whether you are selected for the next test which is the INTERVIEW especially the Sijil Tinggi Pelajaran Malaysia (STPM) leavers and equivalent who are already sit for the MEdSI test (those who applied for Program Pengajian Pendidikan - IPTA sesi akademik 2012/2013). Kindly click here. 

:: The interview process is scheduled to be held from 24 May - 30 May, 2012.

:: However, your other choices of study (no interview) will still be processed and considered as usual even though you failed to get the interview. 

note: sorry for the late information.

sumber: eputra

Konsert Mania~final..finally!

To be true, I didn't watch Konsert Mania except for its final concert. please don't blame me for that. hehe. :P

I'm really satisfied with the 5 finalist and also the result. antara yg adil sa rasa.

below are the pictures from Ryaniez Moments Photography and some from google search. (they shot a very good pictures, indeed..)

yang bikin tambah siukk.. I just adore Datuk Siti Nurhaliza! She's still Malaysia's Number 1 after all. :D

Wings performed too! what a legend! THE BEST. :D

note: kan bagus klu sa pun artis.. ngehehehee 

My great childhood memory :)

picture credits to google search

Suddenly it crossed my mind to watch Winnie the Pooh on YouTube, and I did. All the memories of my childhood flashed back, it was so overwhelming and now I really wanna go back being a kid. having siblings who are almost the same age with us is fun. I still remember that everyday, every 4pm, we would go out and play with our children-neighbor. we would go home at 6pm and sometimes at 6.30pm. because at 7pm we would watch the Cantonese drama on Tv2. (yah, mmg popular masa tu hahaa) 

We got Astro when I was 10. so, Disney channel and Cartoon Network was our a-must-watch channel. before we got Astro, I still remember every holiday morning we would wake up early in the morning just to watch Dragon Ball, Sailormoon, Barney on Tv2, if I'm not mistaken because my memory's a bit blurry now. We even have a box of CDs of DB and Sailormoon! :D

picture credits to google search

It's still clear in my mind and it was just like yesterday that my mum read us a bedtime story. A bedtime story is a must in order to make us sleep! Jadual tidur mesti jam 9pm (dad pnya arahan itu hehe). bila sampai masa tidur saja, kami akan baring rapat2, pakai selimut and mum would sit beside us and read us a story. trus bnyk lah tu soalan2 kami hehee.

some of our bedtime story books. there are four of these books, but the fourth one is nowhere to be found. well, it's been a very long time.. huhu I asked mum about these books and I'm glad that they're still exist
! good thing mum's a book worm and she loves books very much. still in a good condition deylang. sa paling suka ni buku2 ni..bnyk pengajaran dia..heheheee 

When we were kids, we always went to the library at Kiulu (perpustakaan atas bukit + anak tangga bnyk betul tapi boleh nampak satu Kiulu dari atas cna) me and my sisters would take as much story book as we can and put it all in the table. mana yg kami tidak habis baca atau belum baca kami pinjam. hehe. mmg rajin betul membaca masa kecil ni. (adik lelaki sa masa tu masih kecil jadi tidak boleh ikut) buku2 yang kami pinjam, kami suruh mum baca sebelum kami tidur. we always pick an English story book. we were not very interested with Malay story book because we got used already. memang kami tidak faham tapi mum would translate, that's one of the benefits of having an English teacher as a mother. :D

I really missed my childhood now and how I wish I could go back and do the same things. if only I could go to Neverland (Peter Pan)... but I accept the fact and really grateful for having such a great childhood. well.. we are all growing up whether we want or not..

One day when I have my own kids, I would make their childhood more meaningful than mine, just like how mum and dad did to us. I would let them watch all Disney's movie and also Harry Potter. I would read them a bedtime story each time before they go to bed. I just want them to have that moment and fantasy where they could cherish when they grow up to be an adult and continue the same thing to their children. We don't want to ruin their childhood, right..

note:  I know.. I will be a great mother one day just like my mum. kihoooiii :)

cousins and siblings at Kg Ranap Kiulu. once upon a time. and the bond goes on until now.. :)

as we grew older...

and older....

Timeless story.

for this moment, I'm enjoying this on YouTube. :)

Happy Mother's Day!

Today's Sabbath, we had celebrated Mother's Day at our church, SDA Lubuh Church. We felt relieved because everything went so well. We, the youth of Lubuh (with the help of students from UMS) handled everything and I think it was a success without the help from the elders, we did a very good job. applause for youth of Lubuh and a big thanks to Midya and Karen (the advent UMS students).

Hari Ibu tahun ni sedih sgt.. terharu sbb kami berusaha untuk menjayakan sambutan Hari Ibu dgn rasa kasih sayang kami trhadap ibu masing2. I'm still overwhelmed and now I wanna share to you about today at church. :)

I remember the moment when Karen conducted the reading between the speaker and mothers, she just can't hold her sadness about her mother who is far away. she really missed her mother. and because of that she can't continue her reading and Jaen continued. I saw some of the mothers in the church cried, including my mum.. I know my mum missed her mum too.. yeah, my mum is a very sensitive and emotional lady.. huhu

when the time came for us to give flowers to our mum and when it was my turn, I tried to be cool while giving the flower to my mum but then I hugged her, I said 'happy mother's day, mum.' my mum said her thank you and I can feel her holding her tears. I turned around and tears was about to fall.. damn.. hehee (maluu baitu..) same thing happened to some of my friends.

The situation was very sentimental. everybody was overwhelmed.. see, how powerful a mother's love can affect her children.. 

golongan belia dan kanak-kanak gereja Lubuh bergabung koir. we sang a song with a very sad and touchy lyric.. why? because on our 1st practice of the song, I cried and can barely stop. paling tdk tahan bila smpai lirik 

"..kesukaan dan duka telah kau alami dan sebelum engkau pergi, 

padamu ku nyatakan kasih.."

melodi pn mendayu2. kalo yg sdh kehilangan ibu , mesti lebih sedih dari kami.. :(

then, Dee @ Baby wakil belia Lubuh untuk buat ucapan kepada para ibu. she's so sweet and innocent.. she cried in the middle of her sincere speech and her mum hugged her. sad and sweet. 

next was my solo song entitled 'Kasih Ibu' and guitar by Elder Lusamin. sebelum nyanyi tu takut lagi sa tak terkeluar suara sbb sa risau that I might cry. and Thank God I was able to control my emotion. 

That's it for today's post about mother's day. Thanks for reading!

mind to share your thoughts or experience of your mother's day celebration? 

then drop some line! :)

welcoming guests. some from SDA Ulu Dusun Church and SDA pkt 6 Church

the flowers

some of the youth. :)

handmade bookmark by Vyna

The Prayer Tree

potluck. makan... makan... makan...

my present for mum. :D

***


I saw this picture in my uncle's facebook (uploaded), and I feel like sharing it!

My family in Kg Ranap Kiulu Tamparuli. they are my aunts, grandma, uncles and cousins celebrating Mother's Day. sedih jg x dpt join durg..huhu
anyways, Happy Mother's Day, grandma and aunts! God bless you all. Amen. <3