I am so childish back then

Gosh..readers, please don't scroll down and read my super older blog posts..Somehow, I can't believe it's me who posted it. HAHA. but hey, it's okay to be childish right..besides, I posted them when I was under 20 years old..so it's normal if I looked mintapuji back then. But look at me now.. Different personality but I think I'm still lovely and sweet hahahaa no, just kidding. This called growing up. Everybody did, everybody will. I remind myself that I'm getting less younger everyday so all I wanna do is keep being healthy and appreciate all the little things in life. ;-)

The experience so far...

HELLO WORLD!

Oh my God, it's been a verrryyy loooonnggg time since my last post. I wish I have something nice to share here. but here u go..

I'm currently on my clinical posting in the Labor room, HWKK Likas. I've been here since last week and this week will be the last week, and will be at PAC then. (omg, i just repeated my 'last week' words.) whatever~

I remember my 1st witnessing of delivery, I didn't cry and not scared at all. I was really cool. but on my 2nd witness, as soon as the JM grabbed the episiotomy scissor (I can feel my legs were shaking) and starting to --- i ended up crying. there were blood and in the end mmg la kena jahit. huhu. untuk kamu yang belum pernah beranak, jangan takut. sakit tu mmg la. contraction tu yang sakit. kena cut tu x. sebab kena bius. hehehe. mcm la sa tau sgt kan. yang kena jahit tu mmg sakit sikit la. sikit ja. LOL. pandai ja sa ckp begini kan. padahal aritu sa ckp x mau beranak, x sanggup. tapi x boleh ckp begitu.. anak tu anugerah Tuhan. :)

I've conducted 5 deliveries so far. I did well I guess. actually, it's a fun job. you got to see babies. well, it's because i love babies. 

For pregnant woman out there, please take good care of your health. It will affect your baby. and please, please, please... ikut jadual ke klinik tu ok..

note:  I did realize something. not all nurses are the same. I also disagree of nurses being rude to their patients. Seriously, that's your job! It's not their choice to be sick or to be in that kind of situation. It's your job to treat them. you chose to be a nurse. THAT'S YOUR JOB. STOP BLAMING THEM. alright, I'm good.

I'm on PM duty tomorrow. See ya' again. Goodnight, sleep tight (it's going to rain). 

Bye for now. :)

Happy New Year 2012. ヅ

Happy new year 2012 y'all.!!! time flies soo fast right? pejam celik saja sudah tukar tahun. sedih nya x dapat celebrate new year.. balik Keningau jauh btl.. balik Kiulu pun jauh.. huhu.. xpa la..
just reach home with my siblings from Sineplex Cinema Sandakan for Darkest Hour! before the movie, we went to funfair at mile 4, Indah Jaya. haha. naik spacegun sekali lagi. teriak mw mampus.
Oh, yah my bff, Mary and her bf also joined us except for the movie. hehe
now, I guess I'll share with you about the memories I had in 2011. :)

1. I entered INSTITUT KECANTIKAN NUVIS SABAH 

for Nuvis's Diploma in Hairdressing for 4 months.

during our convocation on April 2011

2. Worked as a Junior Hairstylist at Mc. Cut Salon, Sandakan 

May - Jun 2011

3. Mini Reunion with ex-classmates. :)

5. Dinner with my bff, Mary Wong Lee Yin on her birthday.

6. I got offered to further my course in Hairdressing Level 1 sponsored by 

Yayasan Pelajaran Mara. Thanks YPM! :)

July - December 2011

7. My uncle got married! :D

8. I'm 19 already. :)
18.12.1992 (celebrated during xmas)

9. Christmas. (I got angry bird-paling basar hdiah sa ni tahun haha)

so, I guess that's all. :)


Life is a book. 
Every year has a new page with adventures to tell, things to learn, 
pain to heal, tales to remember. 
Happy new year 2012!

back then - I was a school dancer. :)

Yes, I'm one of the dancer of SMK Elopura Bestari Sandakan 2009. I started dancing when I was 7. I still remember, my very first dance was tarian pom pom (SK Pekan Kiulu Tuaran). I was really good at it sampai jadi contoh to other dancers. mmg perasan habis sa ni haha. when I was 8, masih lg kmi mnari tarian pom2. masuk darjah 3 baru belajar tarian sumazau, if I'm not mistaken sbb sa ingat2 lupa. hehe. darjah 4 baru belajar etnik melayu. tarian sapu tangan. tarian zapin. yang lain2 sa sudah lupa. hoho.
it went on smpi darjah 6. when I was in year 6, I really love Linda Jasmine smpi utk persembahan hujung tahun, suma kelas sa ajar menari so durg ada persembahan. see how confident nya la sa masa tu. haha. well, masa tu tengah famous AF lorr. XD


Form 1-form 3 sa aktif sangat with aerobic. masa tu tarian kebudayaan belum famous di sekolah tu. masa form 1, sa ajar 1 kelas sa utk pertandingan persembahan antara kelas2 sesi petang, and guess what, we won the 1st prize (modern dance). Form 2, sa urus sendiri persembahan kami utk pertandingan aerobic (my group was the only group from evening session-the youngest la kunun) and tidak sangka we got 2nd place. excited sampai kami terlompat2 masa tu. Form 3 pula, sa obses betul with aerobic sampai kena buang dari St. John Ambulance..the problem was perjumpaan berlanggar sangat, so how can you blame the students bila sekolah sendiri yang kasi berlanggar itu masa kan? patut nya kena arranged well. rasa sedih juga masa tu sebab I loved St John just the way I loved dancing..

Form 4, I moved to a new school, SMK Elopura Bestari Sandakan because my mum mengajar cna. and, for the 1st time, I didn't dance the whole year but really active with the English club.
Peringkat sekolah-sekolah daerah Sandakan ~ Choral Speaking (3rd place) and English Drama Competition (4th place)

Form 5 2009, mmg terkejut sbb kena pilih untuk jadi penari sekolah. masa tu sa tinggal hostel. so, every night kami latihan menari memang syok gila sb dulu sa sukaaaa sgt menari. We won the 1st place for Pertandingan Tarian Sekolah-sekolah rendah dan menengah peringkat daerah Sandakan, then we went to compete in the state level at Kudat. (I was the Best Female Dancer for SMKEB 2009~punya la takajut. haha) I remember back in Kudat, all best dancers from every daerah (KK, Sandakan, Kota Belud, Semporna, Keningau) menari ramai2 utk penutupan pertandingan, best moment ever! penari-penari suma mantap2 gila, kami tergugat habissss.. haha. suma melentik2 badan.. to be honest, kami hampir x jadi ikut bertanding di Kudat sebab tarikh yg sama, guru Tari kami ada interview. last2, my mum and ada satu guru lelaki lagi jadi guru pengiring kami. kami pg Kudat mmg x psg harapan untuk menang, sbb mmg xda harapan and we just wanna enjoy and we did. :D

Jadual mmg padat habis sbb at the same time, I was one of the main character for English Drama Competition (we won the 1st place and got the chance to state level also).

and now, enjoy the pictures!

bawah ni pictures masa pertandingan peringkat bahagian Sandakan 2009.

yup, sa paling pendek! lucky number 10 :p

sebelah sa tu, penari terbaik lelaki Sandakan. :)

bergambar with penari2 SMK Merpati Sandakan.

ni pula gambar2 masa pertandingan peringkat negeri di Kudat. sikit sja sbb yang lain di komputer rumah.

don't stop scrolling! sbb mc ada gambar ni. hehe. ni gambar masa English Drama Competition 2009.

haha. bnyk gila sa share ni mlm. at least u know a little about me kann. :)