I am HAPPY. I am NERVOUS. put it all together, I AM HAVOUS!

I really don't know how to clarify these emotions inside of me.

I am happy. However...yes, I AM NERVOUS. 

This is so scary..more than I had expected it to be.

YES I WANT IT..I NEED IT..I LOVE IT..

IT IS WHAT I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF...

but.....

hmm...

God, I know you want me HERE.

If it's not because of You, 

I will be crying alone in my bed now.

but I am not..

because You gave me what I want.
You make me smile. n_n

God, for the second time...no..

for million times..You've blessed me..

and now, I am requesting You..again..

please..don't leave me alone.

Biarlah segala sesuatu yang terjadi adalah menurut kehendakMu.

Blessed me until the END of this.

I really want IT.

It's just that I lost my confidence.

That's all..

I believe in You.

I know, Engkau telah merencanakan yang terbaik buat saya.

Amen.

p/s:

Lord, take my hand..and hold me in..

make me holy..make me all that You want me to be..

now I can breath...n_n

felt so relieved...hm..

I wanna have a party..ehehe

applause 4 me!.

n_n 

p/s:

I just know that...

in God, we'll overcome..

thnks to Veronica..

she gave me this sentence..

n i love it so much..

I miss my Ohana so much.

 

my bff since i was born

 

Kellie Cassandra....winnie the pooh..

 

 Katie Claudia@casey

erm, where's CHLOE?

 

BIDUT@DETTE 

Oh, my munyits.....how I miss you, guys..;-(

Besok Cuti!!

Tomorrow is good Friday.

Besok mau buat apa?

My friends at GM planned for a picnic at Pasir Putih Beach tomorrow. but I'm afraid I couldn't make it. I asked my mum for a permission (dui gia..mc mta benar..hehe) and she said no because it's always raining nowadays. Big fear with the sea. well, anything can happen right?

Qicil didn't attend class today and I was like, 'HOW DARE U LEAVE ME ALONE?!' hahaha. soo damn boring without her. Fortunately, still got my sweet Ryn. I guess this is it for tonight. 
Can't type too much or I'll start my gossip.