Shit they gave me

I'm still a student. I know nothing. You guys know better but why?? You could've saved me but all you did was letting the important 24 hours went by..nothing was done..I know I should've informed them stat that time but when I told them, I still have the remaining 11 hours..except for the ATT..they delayed me..it was my mistake..they wasted the remaining hours to blame me this and that..why this and that..that I could've do this and that...BULLSHIT. You should've taken my blood for tests, but no such thing as "suka2" yet they didn't even send me to a doctor. They thought my parents org kg yg kerja kg yg x tau apa2, so they did what they want, say what they want. but..typical..just like politics..as soon as they knew bout my dad..wow..they can replace DR JECKYL & MR HYDE. They should be an actress instead. Why should people like them exists in the medical field? Tgk ltr blkg sja la?? X pyh kc lengkap prosedur kmu tu. Kmu jg ckp useless sdh. Jd utk pa lg??? Pls burn in hell.

I am so childish back then

Gosh..readers, please don't scroll down and read my super older blog posts..Somehow, I can't believe it's me who posted it. HAHA. but hey, it's okay to be childish right..besides, I posted them when I was under 20 years old..so it's normal if I looked mintapuji back then. But look at me now.. Different personality but I think I'm still lovely and sweet hahahaa no, just kidding. This called growing up. Everybody did, everybody will. I remind myself that I'm getting less younger everyday so all I wanna do is keep being healthy and appreciate all the little things in life. ;-)

Of flu and cough

When I was a kid and got sick, I don't have to tell dad that I was, cos he'd know and give med stat, which not-kids-friendly. There was a time where I even hold my hingus pretended to be fine, so he doesn't know and I won't have to swallow the super-bitter syrup or tablet.
When I was in primary school, I only go to the clinic to skip class. There were only two MAs. I was hoping dad's collegue would attend me, but the PPK recognised my last name; mission failed. Dad was calling from his room, "NANIE NATASHA; aikk??". I went in slowly, pura2 tarik hingus, pretended I was sick and sat down without orders. Dad was like, "aik, ko kenapa?? okay pun ko tadi pagi. Demam ka?". I said, "ee pening kpla sa sma mcm ada hingus...". Dad went, "yakah atau ko mls skolah ni..". CHECKMATE! hahahaa
I'm a big girl (woman to be) now and away from home. got flu and sore throat.. went to the doctor & pharmacy myself.. Dad, I'm sick.. sa rindu kna bg ubat d tpk tgn and air lps tu modop.. plg best, brpa kli shari ambil ubat, that was dad's job.. Now, who could do that for me?? :'( :'( :'(

Happy Sunday!

currently at Klinik Desa Kelatuan Papar with 3 monkeys (Naza, Epum, Shan). we've been here since two weeks ago. ahh what a great day to sleep all day long. wait, i supposed to be fasting right? well i don't know if i can make it today. just for saja2 bha tu LOL. errr haven't been blogging since err im not sure.. aiyaa see i have no idea why i post this.. maybe because i think i need to keep my blog updated.. but.... who needs to blog when u got Instagram? INSTAGRAM-trend masa kini LOL

I'm in Semester 3 now and we got juniors already. *sigh* klu jadi senior sdh mesti the juniors expect u know everything kan? aiyaa don't "kakak2" me arr.. sa palui ni ekekee *jahat* tp klu sa suru kamu empty urine bule bh kan? *jahat sangat* OK OK JOKE.

u know what? we'll be off to Labuan (hospital labuan) next weekend! olalalaa *lompat2*
I'm so excited that I even bought myself a new antique luggage yesterday using mum's card hehehee siapa suru kc pgg sa *evil laugh*
heii, i got the permission ok! mum even said ok. *hidung kembang kempis*

Stop. I'm hungry. I shall eat. will be fasting tomorrow.. alright bye and have a great weekend u guys! XD

The heart stars talking like mad

No matter how good u've become, no matter how innocent u are now, when u 'misplace' something, people will always point fingers on u. But don't let society kills u. It's normal that people judge on one another. Because u know what? We can never satisfy everybody. U can remain silent all u want or put urself in the corner but still people will never stop bothering u like they had no life to live. I hate being surrounded by unreasonable people. I hate being hated or even disliked because I thought by keeping myself out of everything, no one will notice me or they can even bother me. and now I can't believe they've affected myself. They make me put my family aside. I'm a spoil daughter and if u can't deal with that, that's none of my business. All i know is that I've a loving and successful parents and they're trying to protect me but yet... As long as I'm here, I'll have this feelings that no one will know... No one will understand..guess what..maybe I've mental problem..hahaa
Yup, I'm a sensitive girl. I cry easily. That's my weakness. and I never really forgive those who once made me cry.. No matter how 'honorable' u are.. because to me, everybody's the same.

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